Will this girl forgive me?

my ex who i got on well with when i went out with her broke up with me due to problems in her life like living with a alcoholic father, a string of abusive exs and the father of her child running away from her and the baby. so we broke up on very good circumstances .





we continued being friends for a while after this but we both had some discussions were she said it must be hard being friends when we both still like each other but she was in bad circumstances (she is a single mother and is on the poverty line) i said it wasn't hard on me although it was.





then one night she called me and i was drunk i said i found it hard to be just friends could we try a relationship she said no and i said i want a break from talking to her, this is the thing we have talked a bit since then, i realized i do love her but only as a friend if we get back together some day thats fine but i realize i was wrong to push her as she was far from ready for a relationship, how can i tell that i just want to be friends to her and support her anyway i can. her phone was recently cut off but her family is getting it put back on for Christmas and she does be on facebook a fair bit so we can talk there, what will i say to convince her of my good intentions and will she forgive me if she sees im sincere?Will this girl forgive me?
Are you aware of how desperate you are coming across as?





This girl has so, so, sooooooo many problems. And these problems are hers, not yours. I say get away from her before, as they are starting to, become yours.





You realize you are out of your league, don't you?





This girl sounds like a very selfish person. Everything is about her and what she wants... she gets.





And she is a master in her craft of getting everyone to pay the price for her. Don't believe me, look at all the emotional support you have given her and how she returns the favor to you.





Yes, she will definately forgive you. She just has to make you work for it, get as much blood from you as she can. Then she will forgive you, and the cycle will start all over again. This is how she operates.





Good luck.